WHY WHY WHY is it so hard to find an accompanist? And you know what is the worst thing? Is that you cannot blame anyone. No one to direct your anger at, to murder in your imagination, and to strangle(in you head, of course) during boring classes.
Ugh.
Because I was stupid enough to choose violin as 1st instrument and ensemble playing as 2nd.
Which means I have to find three sets of accompanist. One for my first piece, one for my second piece and THREE for my ensemble piece. Every person I asked is complaining how hard the accompaniment parts are. Or rejecting me.
I have been running up and down the school every recess, going to library, photocopy shop, music rooms, sec 1-3 classes etc.
I want to have my sandwiches in peace.
I want to learn piano.
And the exams, THE EXAMS are coming. But I cannot stop writing when I am supposed to be studying.I am like the last person to start studying (YET to start). Even the girl beside me is studying.
Am I going to fail?
Not going to think about that.
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