Another massively screwed-up day. A day when I wish that everyone, the teacher, my classmates, and myself, can just stop talking and let me crawl under the table. Or hide in the com lab.(Which is not where I am now, btw. I am at Mac, drinking coffee, happy that the school network is not monitoring my computer. Applepies are kind of nice:))

Today started well enough. I lugged my laptop to school, prepared to work on my speech with my group members, happy that today will not be the day where I have to go to the com lab to do work and then miss everything and everyone.

The good thing about my group is that we do not have an authoritative group leader who boss us around.The not so good thing is that there are period of absolutely no communication, we make plans and do not stick to them, and sometimes we have no idea what we, everyone and ourselves, are doing.

I wouldn't feel so bad if everyone were not acting so nonchalantly(Oh, hey, you are here) because now I have no idea angry or annoyed or disgusted they are by all these mistakes and misunderstanding.

Just earlier I had been thinking, yay I might have more friends.

On a brighter note, talking to C this morning was nice.

P.S. I used to rant less on this blog. Well, I suppose I'll be happier once the presentation is over.

P.P.S: I also used to ask for comments. Realised this while deleting some of my more embarrassing old posts. Now I don't, because as you can tell from the grammar boy story, it is, well...